Thursday, August 24, 2006
This sucks!
Why does this batch of referrals seem like the end of the world to me? I was really hoping they would do at least 2 weeks this time. I am officially depressed. I want to go to sleep and wake up when it's my turn. I can't take it anymore. I feel like I should be crying, but I'm just pissed. So, do I have 1, 2, 3, 25 more months until my referral? I can't stand to be with myself right now! I was doing so well when I thought my referral might be coming in September. Why can't someone just tell me when the hell my referral will be here. BOOOO HOOOO!
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I'm so sorry the news wasn't good this month. I can only imagine how hard this wait has been. At least those of us logged in recently are expecting a year long wait. I know that's not where you thought you'd end up. It's okay to let yourself feel like crap for a bit. But hang in there. You're soooo close. Eliza is coming soon! :)
I am so with you....I just told my husband that I can't even cry anymore! This day feels like a very bad dream....I am confused, angry and TIRED! Hugs to you! Bobbi~ a July Dragonfly...LID 8-11-05
Big cyber hugs.........we all deserve to feel this way after this small batch!?
All the best
Kimberly Evans
I wish I had some words of wisdom or comfort that would make a difference right now, but, like you, I'm just in a bad mood after this latest development.
You will see her face soon, Tiffany! ((hugs))
There are no good words. Go and sulk, be mean to inanimate objects, cry...whatever works for the moment. You deserve it! Then, come back re-energized to see your girl sooner rather than later!
Tiffany, I was up late, saw something about referrals on a different list and high-tailed it over here because I have bad bad brain cells, I thought you were going to be in this batch, but no, I was way wrong. Go ahead and wallow, because you are right, it's bad, bad, very bad. I have no comfort to offer, only permission to feel as crummy as the situation justifies. Say the word when you need a Chinese school-aged girl fix. Not the same, but reminds you know it CAN and WILL happen.
Marji
Tiffany, I am so sorry that you're going through this hell. Nothing I can say will make it better, but please know I'm thinking of you.
Thinking of you and Eliza...and hoping the CCAA kicks it in high gear soon. Oh my, this song is making me cry! =) Love & prayers.
Ugh, you're SO close!
Not knowing 'when' is the worst feeling in the world. Allow yourself to be pissed - you certainly have every right to be angry.
*Hugs*
I can't even express my feelings...deflated maybe??? I wish you were closer so we could sulk together over a big, huge frozen pudding. Big hugs my friend, I feel your pain.
Ugh, I am so sorry!!!!!! I swear if they went any slower they'd be going backwards. Huge hugs my friend - and get Beau to give you some too.
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