I think I need to walk around with a tag stuck to my butt to act as a warning lable. It should read,
"Please do not use anything I say or do in the upcoming months against me (or take it personally). I am adopting and may explode without any notice. Thank you. Management."
I have to say that I go from feeling fine and happy to shear panic and worry in a matter of minutes. One moment it seems that things are taking forever and the next moment I feel like no matter what I do I'll never be prepared for Eliza's arrival. I am the queen of 'what ifs'. Sometimes I wish I had a switch on the side of my head. That way if I started to go into an over think mode someone could just turn my brain to the off position for a while. I just want to plan, that's all. I just need a date. Surely someones got to have a crystal ball.
- Eliza2006
- I have hoped to be a mother for as long as I can remember. My daughter was placed in my arms on November 12, 2006 in Hohhot, China. Then, a little over 2 years later, right in my own state, my darling baby boy was placed in my arms. Dreams really do come true!!!
7 comments:
If you happen to find a crystal ball may I borrow it after you.
I think it would be a great idea to have that PLASTERED on you BUTT!!! HEEEHEEE...
Actually...Adding a baby into your life is both a joyous and scary undertaking....PEOPLE just should be understanding and cut you some flack!!!
Lisa
Man Tiffany, I sure know how you feel. I want our daughter home TODAY, but I'm no where near being prepared. I need a date too, a deadline of sorts, to get all my preparations done. This is frustration at it's best.
If you got those labels mass produced you would make a killing from the adoption community!! HA HA HA I think we all feel like that some days. At least, I know I do!!
Hey Tiff! Gosh, it's been a long time since I have talked to you! Tiff, I will be hoping and praying that you are either in China while we're there, or even sooner! Trust me when I say I know how hard it is to be patient when you're waiting for your special baby! Hang in there! And by the way, this site it GREAT! I love it! And can I please have some of those adorable shoes?!
I hear you, loud and clear! What an emotional roller coaster we're riding on! At least it's good to know we aren't the only ones, right?! :-)
Join the club sister, I've snapped at my Mom and decided my Agency should just zip it until they have some good news for me. Good thing I have a blog to talk to or I wouldn't have any friends left :)
Julie in GA
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