Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Have you seen my mind?

I swear I'm going to lose it any day, or maybe I already have. I can't stand this wait any longer. I just want to know when, I don't care if it is 2 years away, someone just tell me PLEASE!!! I really need to stay away from the rumors. I thought I could handle them, but I can't. I can't stand the thought of this process taking another 6-12 months. Did I sign up for this?

6 comments:

Abby's Mom said...

Hang in there. Your turn is coming!

Christi and Abbey said...

It is so much harder than I could have imagined, and the rumors are terrible. I am so with you on the "just knowing". I've been trying to explain to friends I could wait two years if they would just tell me when. It's the question marks...I long for certainty. It's forcing me to trust God. BTW, I am so excited for you about the weight loss - that's wonderful!! I hope to follow in your footsteps.

Shannon said...

I'm with you 100% (and then some) I don't care anymore how long the wait is. Just tell me what it is, so I can learn to deal with it!! The not knowing is killing me!

Unknown said...

What a rollercoaster- but definitely worth it in the end- besides if you weren't signed up to adopt the time would still be going by with no reward in the months to come!

Kim said...

You know, yesterday I was having such a great day until I realized I hadn't visited RQ yet. Big mistake. My good mood went right out the window.

I'm sorry that we're all going through this. No, we didn't sign up for this and to put it nicely, it sucks.

Hugs,
Kim

Our Journey to Jenna Maria said...

I know how bad the waiting sucks. I thought 11 months was bad. I do feel for you all who are still riding this crazy roller coaster, but for what it's worth, when that referral comes in, you'll forget all about the crazy wait.

Sending you lots of good thoughts for a speedy referral!

Gigi