Friday, December 02, 2005

weird dreams

I keep having these crazy, weird adoption dreams. The other night I had a dream that I was being handed my baby in China, only it wasn't a girl and she wasn't a baby...I was being given a 3 year old boy. I remember thinking that the only problem with this was that I had a crib and a pink room waiting for him at home. Then last night I had another dream...Again, I was in China awaiting my baby girl, and they gave me 3 children! Not only were there three of them, but they were white and ranging in age from about 5 - 16 years old. It's funny because I, again, was perfectly happy with this arrangement, but I couldn't get my brain wrapped around the idea that I had so many baby clothes and there wasn't a baby for the clothes. Who wants to analyze?

1 comment:

M3 said...

Ok, here's my analysis:

You're feeling out of control with this whole process, like the rest of us. Your dream signifies that you feel like you can't count on anything that you used to be able to count on (like a reasonable wait time, etc.) but that you're still willing to go with the flow and be flexible.

Ha! How'd I do? That'll be $78 please. ;-)