I'm tired of waiting, but not like I'm pissed tired of waiting, it's more of an excited tired of waiting. Does that run on sentence make any sense at all? Lately I act like I'm up next or something, which I am clearly not! I had a crazy dream last night that I had Eliza with me. The dream was more of a nightmare. Someone was trying to steal her from me, they were literally trying to rip her from my arms. I was NOT letting go...no one was going to take my baby. I explained to the bad guys that they could not take this baby from me because the people in China would be quite angry if I lost her. Somehow the bad guys understood and left me and the baby alone. I think I might actually lose my mind before this waiting ends. Nothing will fill the void. Shopping no longer helps, decorating no longer helps. All I can do is think about this child nearly every second of every day. Oh, and remember when I said I was done thinking that the CCAA would do better next month. I must call B.S. on myself. I'm not really a PollyAnna, but I can't help it. They have get back on track soon, they just have to. SOS
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By the way, even though shopping doesn't help, I still do it! Here's my deal of the day...Fisher Price - Little Mommy Baby Doll - Asian for only $5.29 with FREE shipping at Amazon!
- Eliza2006
- I have hoped to be a mother for as long as I can remember. My daughter was placed in my arms on November 12, 2006 in Hohhot, China. Then, a little over 2 years later, right in my own state, my darling baby boy was placed in my arms. Dreams really do come true!!!
7 comments:
That's the kind of entry I like. True, flat-out feelings. Refreshing! :-)
You are definitely over-due. Are your legs swelling and your back aching yet? Being over-due is NOT ok!! :-)
Jamie
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I'm not feeling many symptoms, but that doesn't stop me from parking in the expectant mother's spots in parking lots!!! LOL!!!
Tiffany
Total LOL on your last comment, Tiffany! You are not the only one tired of waiting for Eliza, I am so excited to watch your journey unfold! Referral, travel, love and life together! =) Yes, CCAA *has* to get back on track and they *will*. Hang in there.
-Pollyanna 2 (at least for this morning!)
I think you need to buy yourself something really special to celebrate Mothers Day this year. My husband bought me a ladybug bracelet last year that I still wear everyday.
How did you get free shipping on your doll? Did you order something else also? It said shipping was more than the doll when I tried to buy it.
Tracy
Darn! I guess the free shipping was only for Friday. There were other things I was going to order. Oh well.
Tiffany
I'm so tired of waiting too. I can't even shop. Not one thing have I bought for her(well, not in the past couple of months). It depresses me to see the beautiful things I received from my secret pals just sitting there, expectantly, waiting...and getting dusty.
Thank you for the doll tip, I had been wanting to get this one and I'm excited that it's on sale now!
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